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There is an old story called “Princess Turandot”. A lot of princes fell in love with her having thrown a glance onto her portrait. They came to her palace to propose, and in order to get a “yes” from the gorgeous woman, they had to pass a special test. All of them failed and were executed; this tale would better serve as a premise for a horror movie, rather than as a bed time story.

But isn’t it, on the other hand, a glorious instance of art’s omnipotence: the beauty of a painting awakens love in men’s souls, and, enchanted by the magic lines, they try to conquer the proud lady, finding death through their attempts.

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Turandot never showed her face to anyone, hiding it behind a white emotionless mask, concealing her body in the folds of her red dress. That is the fate she put on before going out: to stay constant, to barricade herself in the chamber of her own consciousness, appearing to the world as an abundance of lines, as a constellation of colorful spots, placing death between her true self and the aroused audience.

We rehearsed “Turandot” in sunny, far away May of St.Petersburg; horsewomen might not be seen there, and the avenues of my hometown were not necessarily flowery, but to stage “Turandot” was a good thing to do in May, really, I was so fascinated, perplexed, confused and thirsty, as probably never before in my life.

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And I thought: isn’t Turandot a true artist? She voluntarily chose to be trapped in a prison of a workshop, drawing self-portraits and sending them by post all over the world, so her art spreads around like a virus and makes young people lose themselves, makes children break free from the houses of their parents to seek the great truth, that look at them from the infected painting.

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